i thought you were very intimidating the first time i saw you on AMA. i'm surprised we became lj friends to be honest. i didn't think you liked me or knew who i was!

i'm also a bit sad about not being as active in AMA as i used to be. as pathetic as it sounds, i finally felt like i belonged somewhere and now i've gotten bored and upset with the place. it gets me down when i think about it. i feel like i've made many friends there and i always wonder what else could come from the community if i stay active.